the chamber

'...dunia mkin teruk'

'pelajar pun tau dh buat gini'

'buruknye perangai!!'

'terikut2 je ni...bangang!'

'anok sapo ni.....aduhaiiiii.. masalah negara....'

hmm...nie la yang kebanyakkan org kata...

bila something bad happen, adakah korg akn trima bulat2 tanpa pnyelidikkan?
sungguh...bkn smthing yang sukar...sbb kita dh pn diracuni...
our mind set have been poison by those irresponsible people...
but do this makes a great reason for us to just accept that our mind have been poison, thus, make us accept everything that have been done by the immoral person out there?
hey...we should at least search for the cause and learn what make them think like that, do like that and react like that...
here...do u want your daughter or son to be like this?

Naudzubillah...no one want it, ryte?
but...
its not their fault since they are still kid and they are immature people...
only lousy people would condemn and criticize them...

Allah said, "o you who believe! If a wicked person comes to you with any news, ascertain the truth, lest you harm people unwittingly, and afterwards become full of repentance for what you have done." [49:6]
Firman Allah bermaksud: “Wahai orang yang beriman, jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidik (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dengan perkara tidak diingini, dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) sehingga menyebabkan kamu menyesali perkara yang kamu lakukan.” (Surah al-Hujurat, ayat 6)

Its our job to guide them, help them get their sense back...
don't juz criticize them..without even try to help them...
just let them be will make us the same as them...

kalau dulu2 nenek or org tua mesti tegur org muda2 buka aurat...sekarang mrk dh geleng kepala tak dapat buat apa2...sbb apa? because u can see that it became a tradition...an adat which non-muslim may thought...how bad Islam is...
Do u really wanna see this happen? i dont want to...ever...

come on man...let stand up, rise Islam and give them good or the best news ever about Islam...after awhile...(when Salehuddyin Al-Ayubi took Constantinople...)

Bangkit Islam, Bangkit !
Allah Akhbar! الله اكبر! الله اكبر! الله اكبر

worship Allah

people often pray...

'Ya Allah, pls make our life journey easier and away from hardship in life..."

Allah says in Quran, "...do you think that u shall enter the Paradise without such (trials) as came to those who passed away before you? they encountered suffering and adversity, and were so shaken in spirit that even the Messenger and those of faith who were with him cried: "when (will come) the help of Allah?" Ah! verily, the help of Allah is (always) near!" [2:214]

say that we dont receive any hardship from Allah...

how we gonna fulfill our responsibility towards Allah, family, and the world? 

how will Allah shows His love to us if its not with burden and misery?

why not we pray, wanting for His guardian and guidance? 

Allah is a good listener...

He hear our cries, 

our prays,

our deeds..

if we are in sins, He'll forgive us..

when we seek for His forgiveness...

He is the protector, Worthy of all praise..

Allah is oft-forgiving...

"He is the One that accepts repentance from His servants and forgive sins: He knows all that you do.

and He listens to those who believe and do deeds of righteousness, and gives them increase of His Bounty: but for the unbelievers, there is a terrible Penalty." [42:25-26]

come on...

Allah is not in fault...

why should we blame Him  for our bad deeds?

and for what we pray for the hardship to vanish?

it wont work that way....

"...Verily in this, are Signs for everyone who patiently perseveres and is grateful" [42:33]

just because of her

im being a bad gurl, am i?

please forgive me...

i just dont dare to look through their eyes...

the heart pondered, 

attacking from d inside..

forgive me, O Almighty Allah...

im seeking for Your bless...with the help of her...

will You share mine to hers?

just want her to b alryte...

now till heaven...

she's evrthng to me...

but i dont thng im evryhtng to her...

im just a person..

thank u Allah, for evrythng...

i learn d meaning of love from her hug...

i learn d meaning of consideration from her smile..

i learn d meaning of appreciation from her gift...

i learn d meaning of lonely, sadness, and pain from her tears...

Alhamdulillah...You give somthng precious...

u will...

spinning mind...
sometimes u don't know what do u really want...its kinda secret..
when u obsess of wanting it...it appears to be a dream..
and somehow...its a dream of the others...

u keep on learning about their needs..their wants..their thoughts...
but u never even want to know yours...
u sacrifice your own priority for the others..
till u feel lost yourself nowadays...

a sacrifice...will born a new life...



the previous life... let it be...
even the break down is silent...the truth will reveal...
those thing u have is not worth it...if u don't share with the others...
the knowledge, the experience, the property..

regain your confident...
even when u feel shy, demotivated or thorn apart...
not because the past that haunt u..
but because the bright future u are headed to..

when u suddenly think u where lost..
without knowing where to go..

you've actually create a strength to live on.. 

because there is a place that call for u somewhere..

u'll find your way..

somehow..

somehow... i felt my life a bit bless these days..
somehow.. i felt that Allah helps me a lot in my duniawi affair..
somehow.. i felt that im really close to Him..
somehow... i felt that they are good to me..
somehow... i felt that we know each other well..
somehow.. i felt all my problems gone..
somehow... i felt all my anger, my revenge, my irritableness gone..
somehow.. i felt that i meet someone i knew back then..
somehow... i felt that the burden responsibility of mine is began to expand..
somehow.. i felt an excitement in me..
somehow.. i felt that i ll be dead in deep unconsciousness..
somehow.. i felt the shameful me is losing itself..
somehow.. i felt im becoming more awareness to the surrounding..
somehow.. i felt my presence were bless..
somehow.. i felt that im needed..
somehow.. i felt my life is throbbing me apart..
somehow.. i felt more irritates than before..
somehow.. i felt my anger grown bigger..
somehow.. i felt that u r no longer a friend..
somehow.. i felt bless to be in that group..
somehow... i felt more happier than before..
somehow.. i felt that my life is changing..
somehow.. i felt really down that time..
somehow.. i felt that ive got time for myself..
somehow.. i felt my life changing into something beauty..
somehow.. i felt more confidence in living my life today..

well...it is somehow 'somehow'..
so..somehow, it doesnt mean it remain forever..
it will change due to passing time..
the time is extremely jealous with man..so live ur life..
dont depend on 'somehow' ..
somehow leads to many story, many events, anytime, anywhere, anyhow...

n for mine either..u may hv seen sme sentence is the same...or vise versa..
well...it happen since..hmmm..oh! just this monday...and a lot of things happen in only a days, huh?
well...really creepy ey...i aint living in this world for nothing..but Allah' bless...
so..if anyone sees me doing wrong...do please tell me , my mistake..so i would correct them..
teach me..as well...coz im still lack in everything.. ^^

oh choral speaking!!! hate u!!!

oh!!! i hope i can skip this...ireally hate doing such things...i never involve in this ever...n now..i HAVE TO??!!!
its stupid, for me...
no! its not stupid..but its embarrassing..or mybe not embarrasing..but creepy enough for me...more than go some places alone...><
i hate it but im in it now,,...
 well...im okeyh with it now..i think i can do it...

BUT, when it comes to the other problem...that is...i take the role as a CONDUCTOR!!! this is real stupid...><
even i dont have to look at the audience...but looking at my choral speaking member is enough to make me freak out...
this mybe look normal for certain people...
but i CANT!!!
this isnt a game u can put me in...
i mean, its obvious that i cant do it..how could i raise my hand n drop it n raising it again n make some move with it or whatever...
oh Allah, please help me, guide me, n make me strong, give me strength.
can u imagine,  being in front of the crowd, where u r the only person, that is different from other n move ur hand backing them..??
i really cant do it...but ive been force to..><
its not that i cant speak english...its just that 'u faathimah, u be the conductor, u dont have to facing the audience..' What the heck?!
geezz...some people with their thoughts..fool others with the power in their hand...
mad at those who r already willing to do it...mad just bcoz she arguing,..or confuse or just 'no! no! no!' (but still...she has to do it...)
isnt it stupid...?
mybe for those who dont know the situation would just say 'coward lil girl' or smthing between...
but u r not in her shoes to say that...so u actually dont deserve to say anything...to condemn her...
u my thought u think abt her, but actually u didnt, u just thought abt others....><