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tears of anywhere

Alone in the darkness, I found out the meaning of your tears
I stepped out toward the place I wished for, but I don't want to hurt anyone
   
Today, the wind that crosses the ocean will blow straight toward tomorrow again
But why can't my heart start moving?
  
I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light
Tears of blue sky, still fallin 

Someday it will change into a smile
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The wind that I chase after at a fast pace slips through between my fingers
I'm still afraid to trust, but I will no longer linger
   
The moon softly taps my shoulder, the water's surface shows the path of the moon
It makes me forget that I was confused
   
Even if there is nothing waiting for me tomorrow
I still have hands that can make something
I can even change the fated path
Now I build up my strong feelings
Tears of blue sky, overflowing
The sky will be clear tomorrow
   
I should be able to step toward the path I've looked up to
I can go anywhere, as long as I don't lose myself
   
I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light
   
Tears of blue sky, still falling
Someday it will change into a smile

creep creature

i really hate myself..
oh, no!
i hate for what i am now..
did i treat u so bad, so u applied me even cruel ler?
i don't even remember how we met...
but i know, I'm disgusts from the first time we meet....
...it's the first feeling i've abandon..
i should have listen to my heart...
my be on that time..i'm just a kid...
that simply be a victim for something cheep..
cheep enough to by an attention..

we aren't meant for each other..
i don't know if u know even about it..
u...u..
damn guy i ever meet...
i wish u r d only guy like this...
oh! mybe not...
there is few of them, that kindda like u...
creep lil creature

reaching you, reach me

Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation

Yasashii hidamari ni chaimu ga direi suru
Hoho wo naderu kaze ibuki wa fukakunatteku
In that gentle spot warmed by the sun, the chime is delayed
The wind brushing my cheeks turns into my deep breath
Toomawari no namida namae tsuketa ashita
Kasanaru miraiiro no rain
Roundabout tears, the tomorrow we named
Are all overlapping future-colored lines

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Togiretogire no toki wo koete
Takusan no hajimete wo kureta
Tsugatteyuke todoke
These childish feelings
The days we laughed together happily
I hope we come to treasure them
You surpassed this disconnected time
And gave me lots of firsts
I'll connect them to you, I'll reach you


Houkago no yuuyami warau kimi no senaka
Hisokana sasayaki fureta koto no nai omoi no naka
The after school sunset, your back, as you're laughing
Secret whispers, inside these untouched feelings
Boku no naka no kimi to kimi no naka no boku de
Karamaru miraiiro no rain
The you inside of me, and the me inside of you
Are all interweaving future-colored lines


Ameagari no machi no nioi to
Yumemitaina himitsu wo mune ni daite
Nandomo nakisou ni natte mata warau
Kangaeru yori zutto hayaku
Sono mune ni tobikometara ii
Tsunagatteyuke todoke
The smell of the town after the rain
And the dream-like secret I hold in my heart
So many times I've felt like crying, but then laughed instead
Rather than thinking about it, hurry up
It's fine if you just fly into my heart
To connect to you, to reach you


Nani yori mo daijina kimi no mae de
Kizutsukanai youni daiji ni shiteta no wa sou jibun
Sono hitogoto ga moshimo sayonara no kawari ni natteshimattemo
Ari no mama subete
In front of you, cherished more than anyone
is someone who cherishes you so that you won't get hurt, that's right, it's me
Even if your words somehow become "goodbye" instead
Everything will be as it is


Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Honno sukoshi otona ni natteku
Kimi ni naritai boku wo koete
Tsunagatteyuke
Ima sugu kimi ni
Todoke
These childish feelings
The days we laughed together happily
I hope we come to treasure them
I'll become just a little grown up
Surpassing the me that wants to be just like you
To connect to you
Right now
to reach you

without a word

i should not do it, I should pretend that I don't know,
Act as you were Invisible, Act as I can't see,
I think I should have not ever trying to look at you.
I should have run away, should pretend that I can't hear,
Pretend that I couldn't hear, act as I'm a deaf,
I should never tried to listen your love.

Without words you made me know love,
Without words you give me love,
Because you even let me hold your breath,
Then you ran away.

Without words love leave me,
Without words love discard me away,
What should I say?
I think my closed lips too shock on their own.

Because it came without words.

Why does it hurt like this?
Why does it keep hurting?
beside the fact I can't see you and you are not here
Everything is same just like before.

Without words you made me know love,
Without words you give me love,
Because you even let me hold your breath,
Then you ran away.

Without words love leave me,
Without words love discard me away,
What should I say?
I think my closed lips too shock on their own.

Without words I waiting for love,
Without words I'm hurt for love,
I'm lost in confussion, I become a fool,
Because I keep look at the sky and cry.

Without words separation found me,
without words separation came accross me,
I'm still not ready to let you go,
I think my heart is shock.

Because it come without words.

Without words it came to me ,
Without words it leave me,
Just like a cold,
It will only hurts for a while then heal,
Because it only left a small wound.

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illusion

Occasionally pretending to be sad
Sometimes doing nothing but careless things
Within those sweet, sweet memories
A grinning demon is hiding
Now's my only chance, I can't flounder around
Hope, patience, and love
For the sake of gaining it all
I'm still here running, even now
That is the illusion that has appeared for you
Surely it's okay to lie beneath the night sky too
Even if my timid self only has this one chance, it's okay
If I was able to save you
 It's all good
The end came to us on that day in winter
Even if we're taken far, far apart
The memories of the time we spent together
Are carved deep into my heart
It's not logical, it can't be contained
This overflowing emotion
All for your sake alone
I'm still here running, even now
That is the illusion that has appeared for you
Surely it's okay to lie beneath the night sky too
Even if my timid self only has this one chance, it's okay
If I was able to save you
 It's all good
I won't lose heart, I won't lose heart
I won't worry about things like that
I'm sure there's nothing we can't do
I won't give up, I won't give up
I won't worry about things like that
Go for it
That is the illusion that has appeared for you
Surely it's okay to lie beneath the night sky too
Even if my timid self only has this one chance, it's okay
If I was able to save you
 It's all good

will i?

Semester 01
Financial Accounting I
Preparatory English
Business Mathematics
Computer Applications In Accounting
Prinsip-prinsip Asas Islam
Kesatria Negara

Semester 02
Financial Accounting II
Introduction To Statistics
Mainstream English II
Micro Economics
Introduction To Business
Pengucapan Awam

Semester 03
Financial Accounting III
Kemasyarakatan dan Kenegaraan Islam
Principles Of Management
Introduction To Commercial Law
Mainstream English II
Cost Accounting I

Semester 04
Konsep Perakaunan Islam
Macro Economics
Communication In The Work Place
Cost Accounting II
Computerized Accounting
Financial Accounting IV

Semester 05
Intro To Partnership and Law
Financial Accounting V
Taxation I
Financial Management
Management Accounting

Semester 06
Investment Analysis
Financial Accounting VI
Auditing
Taxation II
E - Commerce
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will i ever gonna success???
huhh...its hard for me think of my future...
im not really into thing kind of stuff...
accounting?
in wat language??
im totally sucks dead...?

di mana hati ny?

di saat hati meronta,
minta dilepas kn...
kamu mengendah kn nya...
mengurung nya..
disuatu tpt yg gelap , sepi , n dingin...

meninggalkn nya bersndirian,
tnpa teman,
berseorangan terkapai-kapai mencari cahaya..
mencari udara,

kecewa, menangis
kerna tertipu dgn sikap kamu
ia berlari dalam kegelapan,
tersungkur kesakitan, kesejukan,
menjauhi diri, kepada sesiapa yg mghampiri..

ia hampir, memandang ke arah ny,
menggapai ny, menyentuh ny
memeluk ny,
mberi kn kehangatan,

dlm tangis,
ny minta dilepaskn,
mahu bersendirian selamany,
kerna tidak mahu kecewa,
ny keliru..

ia kekal di tpt ny,
mbiarkn ny meronta..
kerna ia tahu,
hatiny telah terkunci..

kamu dtg,
kerna kesal akn sikap kamu
terhadap ny,
sayang kamu msih wujud,

namun, ternyata ia tdk melepas kn ny,
malah, mengeratkn kedudukan,
di sisi ny,
ia tetap menunggu,

kekal dlm pelukan ia,
tangisan ny brhnti,
memaafkn kamu,
malah, mendoakan kamu

adakah kamu mengerti?
hati ny masih punyai ruang untuk kamu,
di saat kamu meninggalkn ny,
namun kewujudan ia,
terlebih dahulu,
mengisi ruang kosong itu..

adakah kamu memahami?
perasaan dlm hati kamu sendiri..
kamu menyisih ny,
kerna masa lmpau ny,
kerna dia...

sedarkah kamu?
betapa seksa dan sunyi ny,
ketika kamu bersama dia..
meninggalkn ny bersndirian,
kerna mementingkan dia..

tp knape?

biarlah org nk kata ape pn..

biarlah org nk fitnah ape pn...

biarlah org nk  buruk sangka ape pn..

biarlah org nk mengata yang buruk pn..

biarlah org nk persoal ape pn..

biarlah...

 biarpun perkara itu xterjadi

cuma yang peliknye...kenape sibuk sangat...

 terlalu sunyi kew?

xad kerja kew?

xad hal lain utk dpikirkan kew?

huhhh....

nande omae ra?!!
huhh... mette kuse..
kuso!! mukatsuku! mukatsuku! bloggiiii....
aiissshhhh....
nani ga dayou??!