siapakah diri ini?

di saat aku terlena dan hmpir diulit mimpi...
aku terjaga..dan menyedari..
bahwa aku keseorangn tnpa arah utk aku tujui..
aku khilgn kata dan
aku sedar..pilihan dan jln dhpn ku ini..
hnya pmulaan bg khidupan sbnar n lbey mncabar..
tanpa ku sedari,
aku hmpir lemas ..dek pbuatan n ptuturan mrk sekelilingku...
aku lemah...lemah mahu mneruskn pjlanan hidup ni..
ap yg aku miliki, tidak terasa spt ia mahukan ku..
terasa spt beban kepada mrk..
no one knows me..
they shouldnt be friend with me, just bcoz they pity me..


but somehow...
i saw a light, light that cud gve me happiness...
i know u treat everyone the same as u treat me...
but, im thankful that i know u...
u makes me feel that i still hve hope to live..

myb u ve experience it before..
so u know the best for me, or wat i shud be...(dat is, myself)
i finally realize, wat ive become to...
i cant be myself, bcoz i think to much abt them...
(bknny 'think' care tp 'think' think..)
 ummi once told me 'jgn pkirkn ap yg org pkir tntg ap yg awk buat...sume tue x pnting..'
hm...mmg btul la, tp kdg2 bkn ny kte risau kn ap yg org pkir...
tp ketidakselesaan yg dtgny dr mrk yg mmndg...huhh...

'keselesaan lbeyh penting dr kcantikn n kekemasan'


sbnrny xksah la dr ap pn...tp still kselesaan pnting..
boley ke pkir mcm nie?
i usually think like this...
klau xslesa..cmne nk slesaikn ap yg plu dselesaikn ataupn brda dmne2 yg kite plu brada...
hm...scara universal la...tak kire la ap2 pn....